I need to rant…
And as it seems, Tumblr is my place to do that lately… Mostly because to many people are on my Facebook, and I don’t want to deal with all the drama that would ensue. But this still lets me get my thoughts out there. So here we go…
I always seem to get in these moods the closer it gets to my birthday (and while its still 3 months away, I guess I’m starting early)
I guess what started it all is my friend and her bf buying a house. They want me to move in with them and while I love them both to bits (and it would mean Id get to see more of her brother) I honestly dont think I could handle them. Hes always complaining he doesnt get laid as often as he use to, and shes always complaining he doesnt do the dishes. Seriously. Thats your issues? I sit there and think to myself, at least you have someone who loves you… At least you have someone to cook for… What do I have? Nothing. A house full of couples. Couples every where I go. I realized today that I do not have 1 single friend anymore. Everyone is dating someone, and for the most part, they all live with their significant other. I mean, yey for them, I’m happy for them… But on the other hand, it just makes me more and more depressed, because I have no one who understands how I feel. And out of all of them, I am the only person who actually wants to start a family. And it hurts more and more every year, because I am no where near close. I have nothing. Yey, I have a car, and an education. Material possessions. Nothing REAL.
/Sigh
/End rant
